Finding My Own Kind Of Stillness...
Today's yoga practice was all about stillness -- finding those authentic moments within yourself to be present and whole, even in your imperfections. My journaling and conscious reading materials are allowing the precious space for me to do just that. It's OK for me to move ahead even if everything in my life isn't perfect. I can just focus on the amazing things that are working more me right now and be grateful. I have a roof over my head, I have an amazing new guy in my life, I have a beautiful, loving cat named Fjord, and an abundance of friends and supporters. Life is great! Now I just have to ask the Universe for financial abundance and line up to get ready for it. I feel more like myself then I have in years.
I realize that it was my last yoga challenge that helped me to feel connected to my higher self. And that it was around that time that I moved to San Francisco with my late sister who at that time had recently been diagnosed with cancer. It was this move to San Francisco that set so many positive experiences in motion for me that changed my life. But when my sister asked me if I wanted to consolidate the failing business I was hanging onto and leave to the Big City, a place where I didn't know anyone, didn't have a job in, carrying a large amount of bills and debt in tow, I said yes. In retrospect I realize that I was fully committed to my yoga practice then and reading books like "Zero Limits: The Secret Hawaiian System for Wealth, Health, Peace, and More" by Ihaleakaia Hew Len and Joe Vitale -- a groundbreaking book about ho'opono'pono, the ancient Hawaiian practice of love and forgiveness. I noticed yoga was the thing that I took up again after my breakup with my long-term partner of almost a decade, as I was preparing to leave San Francisco after my sister passed the rents skyrocketed, and I was sleeping on a cot with my cats, most of stuff in storage and me spending some night drinking alcohol and crying. My yoga practice was there when I "miraculously" found a new place to live a few cities over in Richmond California, and spent days binge-watching TV shows and crying over romantic movies in my pillow while nursing an injured arm on Disability. And it was present to help me heal my arm, when I found a new job, a wonderful friend Claire to have an amazing trip to Mexico with (who sadly passed away in the summer of last year) and when that job not longer was serving me to help me find a new better job with equal pay. Now as I progress toward my goal of one year of yoga without missing a single day, and I get closer to my 100th day, I know that my practice will be here for me through thick or thin, no matter what. I have it as a constant companion forever. And that it is the physical practice of movement that represents the unique relationship between my mind, body and spirit.
So It's time to introduce my readers to two books that I have recently started to peruse. One is called "Basic Psychic Development" by John Friedlander and Gloria Hemsher. This is a wonderful book for anyone who like me are exploring world of things unseen and have been using their intuition and third eye to see the Universe with. It is helping me to get my own back. I highly recommend it. Another book I am reading is called "Becoming Magic"" By Genevieve Davis. This book is a no-nonsense look at the Law of Attraction principles. It's groundbreaking. If you want to be the director of your own purpose and create magic for yourself get it now. I just downloaded it off Amazon yesterday evening and it is pure gold!
"I Believe In Miracles" Performed By Hot Chocolate
