Finding Solid Ground

Finding Solid Ground

Yesterday, I did an energy healing session that left me feeling spacey and ungrounded. I'm still trying to find my equilibrium. I feel as if I need to place my feet on bare earth and absorb its strength. I  feel as if I am going through a bit of a spiritual dilemma. I am wondering why I was so thrown off my center. Maybe I absorbed some of the energy that I was seeking to heal? I'm not sure. Whatever the case I am feeling the need to re-center, ground and come back to myself. To stir the pot even more, yesterday's New Moon in Capricorn which is also my own moon sign, left me highly emotional. I am still working through the emotions. I need to withdraw and spend some time with my own counsel and in a meditative state with crystals to recharge. I am considering doing a "return of strength" layout from the book "Crystal Healing" by Simon and Sue Lilly. This layout involves the grounding and revitalizing crystals bloodstone.

My personal tarot reading had my drawing three cards today from Toni Carmine Salerno's "Crystal Oracle" deck. I drew "Citrine" a card that is telling me that financial abundance is on the way, "Snowflake Obsidian" which let's me know that ideas and talents that I have been nurturing and building a skill-set with for so long are finally bearing fruit in a material and spiritual sense, and lastly, "Lapis Lazuli is letting me know that the more I let go of what no longer serves me, the more my soul's purpose will blossom into being!

"I Didn't Know My Own Strength"
 Performed By Whitney Houston written by Diane Warren

Lost touch with my soul
I had nowhere to turn, I had nowhere to go
Lost sight of my dream
Thought it would be the end of me

I thought I'd never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to
I, I thought I would break

I didn't know my own strength
And I crashed down and I tumbled but I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn't know my own strength

Survived my darkest hour, my faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up, hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn't know my own strength

Found hope in my heart
I found the light to life my way out of the dark
Found all that I need here inside of me

I thought I'd never find my way
I thought I'd never lift that weight
I thought I would break

I didn't know my own strength
And I crashed down and I tumbled but I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn't know my own strength

Survived my darkest hour, my faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up, hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn't know my own strength

There were so many times I wondered
How I'd get through the night
I thought I took all that I could take

I didn't know my own strength
And I crashed down and I tumbled but I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn't know my own strength

My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up, I hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn't know my own strength

I was not built to break, no, no
I got to know my own strength