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Tuesday, January 2, 2018

Only 9 Days Left...


Only 9 Day's Left...

Everything about my life lately has felt synchronistically connected. Take for instance the fact that the last day of my first 30 day challenge, ended on my birthday.  And now just yesterday I was mulling over whether or not I wanted to continue my next 30 day challenge with Yoga With Adriene or go on to a Brett Larkin challenge. Adriene has a "Yoga Revolution" challenge but I wasn't feeling the energy of that in the new year for some reason. Low and behold, today I discover she has a new 30 day challenge for the New Year called "True"! I got so excited that I all of a sudden, I can't wait to finish this challenge so that I can start the next one! But I have to remember to be consistent and focused in my life (stop shadow Gemini/Sagittarius energies). LOL. So on 1/11 of this month (how synchronistic numerologically) I will be ending this current challenge and on the 12th day of the month (exactly one month to the day after my birthday) I will be starting the "True" yoga challenge. O.K. so there's gotta be something meaningful in that. It's all lining up so nicely! Meanwhile, I'll still be working on all of the books I mentioned in yesterday's post.

Speaking of books, today I was all caught up trying to make a list of my passions for "The Passion Test" by Janet Bray and Chris Attwood.  For some reason, I can't really decide, but I've decided to just go with what's calling to my heart right now. "The Passion Test" is all about finding your true life's passions and then going all out for them pedal-to-the-metal style. That style suits me just fine. First you think about how you would want your life to look if there were no barriers to your dreams. Then you make a list of 10 or more ways you'd be living your life if there was nothing stopping you (because there really isn't) and then you allow the universe to bring your dreams to you. I love to use this book when about every 3 to 6 months, or whenever I feel like I've strayed off the path of my life's purpose. So curious about my "impossible dreams"? Here's what my list looks like right now. The book allows that your dreams might change and morph the closer you get to them. This is a natural part of the process of finding out how to live your truth, no ego's allowed!

My Top Five Passions:
1. I am reaching thousands of people and healing them (hint, hint hope this blog helps ;-])
2. I am a best selling author of Science Fiction and Fantasy novels
3. I am a world-famous singer/songwriter
4. I am a world traveler
5. I am a talented and graceful dancer

So the on the last one, I was struggling over whether to put "accomplished actress" or "talented and graceful dancer" and dance won out. In my experience though, I've found that even writing something down on the list is powerful. I've revisited my lists from previous years and found that some of the things I'd written on the list that hadn't made it to the top five had came true.

In my "Rituals for Transformation" by Briana and Dr. Peter Borten, I examined the concept that we are not our physical bodies and realized that even though I've long accepted this concept, revisited in through the affirmation I created "I Transcend My Body", and meditating on the idea shook up my mind in interesting and positive, albeit somewhat uncomfortable ways. I had to look at ways in which I was shaming my body, and over identifying with it as if it was the core me, rather than my indomitable spirit -- that light that lives within all of us that lights our way home to our higher selves. I am aware that in this area, there is still room to grow and understand exactly what it means to transcend my physical body.


So Today, the universe wanted me to pull three cards instead of one. Sometimes it be like that. LOL.

1. Community: Reminding me of my network of support, friends, family, spirit guides and angels all rallying around me for my highest good. There want to celebrate with and congratulate me for all my accomplishments thus far and cheer on all my current endeavors. This might take the form of a real-world party or just them making contact with me to tell me that love me and wish me well. I also feel like it's telling me that I am going to create a new community and meet new alliances so that we can help each other realize our dreams.

2. Rest and Rejuvenation: This heralds a time of repose and peaceful relaxation. I am also being reminded to make R & R a regular part of my routine so that I can recharge my energy reserves in what promises to be a month of activity and working diligently towards my goals.

3. Action: This card is letting me know that I need to take concerted action if I'm going to accomplish all the things that I want -- all of my life's passions! Yes they are already here, but I need to take the required steps to make that quantum state a reality in this dimension! Any steps, even small steps in the direction of my goals are wonderful, but this card is telling me that if my life is a canvas, I need to make broad, bold, colorful strokes at this time and move ahead at a sure and steady pace. I can dig it!

 
With the nostalgia from The Super Moon in Cancer still in full effect, I decided to include a remix of the song "Nothing's Impossible" by Depeche Mode, a group that has remained among my favorite top 10 list of artists since I was about seven years old. They have maintained their careers as musicians for the past 37 years and counting and are still just as relevant as artists and as a band. They are my inspiration today. They have opened my eyes to so many revelations with their ground-breaking music and sound. Today they remind me that my dreams are going to happen. They've made a life from their creativity and ingenuity and so can I. So can you.

Monday, January 1, 2018

A New Year, A New Me!



A New Year, A New Me!

Maybe it's the effects of today's super moon or the fact that my astrological influences are transition, or a combination of both or several factors, but I feel super-charged to go full-steam ahead with all of my goals and intentions. I started not one, not two but several exercise-based books of change growth today. The first I embarked on is a journaling book of meditations called "Rituals For Transformation: 108 Day Journey To Your Sacred Life", by Briana and Dr. Peter Borten. It is a unique book that combines reflection and free-writing to examine all the areas in your life. The amount of days was chosen for the metaphysical significance of the number 108 which in numerology reduces to the number 9 and signifies completion. I just read information on a webpage about numerology that made me aware that this year is an 8 year - a year of infinite possibilities, meaning that whatever I choose to focus on, positivity or negativity, that is what I will create. I have decided to choose abundance, peace, love, prosperity, hope, joy and to make this year, the year that I put into motion the foundations for all of my hopes and dreams.

With those ideals at the forefront of my mind I am choosing some other volumes as well. Some I have discussed in length on this blog before, and others such as "Rituals For Transformation" are new. The second book up is Gail Thackray's "30 Days To Prosperity", a book I have gone through at least three times before. It's phenomenal at setting up an abundance mindset. The third book is "Chakra Wisdom Oracle Toolkit: A 52-Week Journey of Self-Discovery With The Lost Fables" by Tori Hartman, with a book and an accompanying set of tarot cards illustrated by Gretchen Raisch-Baskin. I have only completed a very small section of this book in the past before and I am making it my resolve to finish the entire workbook, which will take the entire year to complete.  I mentioned these first because they are daily commitments which will require me to set aside about 30 minutes of each of my mornings. the first two will be completed much quicker of course, with "Rituals For Transformation" taking a little over 3 months to complete. The other books are "The Passion Test" by Janet Bray and Chris Attwood, "The Miracle Morning" by Hal Elrod and another Gail Thackray book, "What's Up With My Life?" These books will more than likely only take up a few sessions out of the week for me, and I can complete them in a more leisurely fashion than the first three books. I will go into more detail about them in subsequent blog posts. If it seems like a lot, it probably is. But it takes determination and dedication to pull off an amazing life, and I don't want to settle for ordinary. I want nothing short of a spectacular life filled with purpose and meaning! If any of these books spark your interest, I invite you to take them for a test drive. Read them. Commit to going through the exercises within them. Allow them to transform your life. I know I plan to do just that!




"Rituals For Transformation: 108 Day Journey To Your Sacred Life", by Briana and Dr. Peter Borten. I have a really good feeling about the places that this book and all the aforementioned books will lead me in my quest towards a better existence!
 
 



The Card that I pulled from Sandra Anne Taylor's "Energy Oracle Cards" deck was Man Holding A Coin. This card is in line with everything that I have been feeling and reading today and through out the past week, that this coming year will be one of financial prosperity -- turning the tides of the energies of last year, in which I experiences a lot of financial loss and upheaval. I  was aware that last year had a lot to teach me and a lot of trials by fire that I had to go through. But I feel as if I am coming out on the other side, stronger and a better person for it. Now it's time to plan for the future, heal, pick up the pieces and rebuild a life that is the best I can possibly imagine -- or even better!


 
Amel Larrieux - Infinite Possibilities 

Sunday, December 31, 2017

New Year's Eve 2018!


New Year's Eve 2018!

The moment of truth is upon us. What energies will we bring into the new year and what will we choose to leave behind. Today, I feel a very open vibration -- that of a new beginning. This past New Moon In Sagittarius on December 17th, I did an intention ritual. From then until now, whenever I felt that I had something I needed to release, I would write that thing down on a piece of paper and put it in a shell on my alter. Today I prayed over the folded pieces of paper, smudged with sage, re-read each intention aloud and burned them to release them into the universe. I literally felt the letting go deep within my energy body, and now I feel a sense of excitement about the coming new year and the full moon on January 1st in emotional cancer. I'm feeling it already -- that need to watch weepy romantic movies, wear soft fuzzy PJ's and meditate after heart-opening yoga practices. No wonder I just watched several old school Toni Braxton music videos while feeling a warm sense of nostalgia. There is a potential for deep healing here. I think that for me and many others, especially water signs, are experiencing the need for deep introspection and inner work. And this need feels not only necessary, but unavoidable, like whatever emotions you've been holding onto just want to spill out.  I think it's time to let them flow.


 


Today's tarot card from Sandra Anne Taylor's "Energy Oracle Cards" deck relates to the grounding energy of the third chakra. This card is letting me know that all my root chakra healing efforts over the past almost 2 months, and my intention ritual have been successful and that that way is open for me to embark on any endeavors that heal the past and bring stability to my present and future life. I feels shaky even writing this, but this card is telling me to have faith and to believe in myself and my hopes and dreams -- to know that I can do this and that help and support is available if I should need it, both in the physical and the spirit world. The energies of this strong and benevolent Warrior Angel are behind me and the universe has my back! I am forever grateful.
 
 

Let It Flow

Toni Braxton

First thing Monday morning
I'm gonna pack my tears away
Got no cause to look back
I'm lookin' for me a better day

You see the thing 'bout love is that it's not enough
If the only thing it brings you is pain
There comes a time when we could all make a change, darling

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Everything's gonna work out right, you know
Just let go,
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let it go, baby

Don't nobody want no broke heart
And don't nobody want no two-time losers
Ain't nobody gonna love you like you are
If you take whatever he brings your way

You see the thing of it is we deserve respect
But we can't demand respect without change
There comes a time when we must go our own way

Just let go
Let it flow, baby
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Everything's gonna work out right, you know
Just let go,
Let go, let it go, baby
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let it go

'Cause sometimes love can work out right, right now
And sometimes you'll never know it
You never ever gonna know it
But if it brings you pain in your life
Don't be afraid to let it go

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
And everything's gonna work out right, you know
Just let go,
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let it go

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let go,
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let go,

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let go
Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
 
 
Writer(s): Kenneth "Babyface" Edmonds

Saturday, December 30, 2017

Day 18. 2017 Is Ending!


Day 18. 2017 Is Ending!

I'm happy to say that this year is coming to a close. It's been a tough one, and I think I'm not the only who is glad to close the chapter on this one. It was been a year of tremendous growth for me, but also one fraught with monumental challenges and some hard lessons. I'm both curious and filled with a bit of trepidation about what the current year will hold considering that my moon sign -- my emotional house will be in Saturn. I'm guessing there's going to be a lot of emotional work in store for me. A large part of me welcomes this because I know I had a lot of inner child healing to do. I will have to remind myself to be patient and compassionate with myself.  My moon sign has three years to do this and I'm in it for the long haul. Maybe that's what all of the standing and balance poses were gearing me up for this practice -- gently nudging my subconscious to keep my eye on the ball. I'm focused on my goals and my dreams. Getting there isn't the most important thing for me though. It's all about the journey and I'm preparing myself for the long road ahead. If this coming year is about groundwork, I'm setting it all up in my head before 2018 even gets off the runway. Get set. Ready. Go!

Day 17... I'm Getting There


Day 17... I'm Getting There

I think I'm getting there. Of course I'm up pretty late writing this because I just realized that I didn't actually make an entry for today... or should I say yesterday. I'm taking one step at a time and I'm doing it. Over 45 days in. Double that, and it will be 90 days into the practice. I'm thinking maybe I should do something special on the 100th day. I don't know what I should do but it will come to me. Today was really about digging deep and healing and finding my "happy place". It's the place that if I sit for long enough in stillness, looking deep within, I can catch a glimpse of and feel it's sun-shiny presence. What that happens, a glow infuses my very being with warmth!

Thursday, December 28, 2017

More Than Halfway Through


More Than Halfway Through

Today I am taking everything in stride and letting the chips fall where they may. That seems to be the order of the day. Everything is going to be OK. That's fine. I am learning to be compassionate with myself. There's a time and place for everything, including having an off day.

Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Dreaming Again...


Dreaming Again...

I don't know what it is, but today's  practice has set me dreaming again, planning for the future, hoping again and feeling... lighter and happier. Like Radiohead said "fitter, happier, more productive," but without the tongue-in-cheek connotations. I'm liking the way I feel today. Today's day 15 of my second month in and I'm halfway through a milestone goal! Ironically, just a few weeks after the New Moon in Sagittarius, today is the occasion of a literal half moon 🌙 in the sky -- all silvery and shimmering with the promise of new beginnings!  I want to start planning for my vacations and putting things in motion for the year to come! I know that I can do everything that I set my mind to. I can start to live more freely and openly. I can truly be me! I'm stepping into my own skin and feeling more comfortable in it with each passing day. I'm releasing the shame, guilt, grief, pain, resentments, regrets, and recriminations from the past. A new light is dawning on the horizon. I can dream again! Read again! Live life with passion again! Allow again! Hope again! Be again! I am me again.



Today's tarot card from the "Energy Oracle Cards" deck by Sandra Anne Taylor is  Caring Connections drawn in reverse. Again this is about coming to terms with loss. I guess my body mind and soul is still grieving and that is O.K. with me. I feel positive about the changes that are coming my way. I'm coming to terms with all kinds of separations and letting in new, fresh energy. I express gratitude for all the wonderful people, places and things in my life and I know that great things, bigger, better, awesome things are, to quote Disney's "Pocahontas", "just around the river bend"!


Just Around The River Bend

Lyrics

What I love most about rivers is
You can't step in the same river twice
The water's always changing, always flowing
But people, I guess, can't live like that…


What I love most about rivers is
You can't step in the same river twice
The water's always changing, always flowing
But people, I guess, can't live like that
We all must pay a price
To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing
What's around the river bend
Waiting just around the river bend
I look once more just around the river bend
Beyond the shore where the gulls fly free
Don't know what for what I dream the day might send
Just around the river bend for me, coming for me
I feel it there beyond those trees
Or right behind these waterfalls
Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming?
For a handsome sturdy husband who builds handsome sturdy walls
And never dreams that something might be coming?
Just around the river bend
Just around the river bend
I look once more just around the river bend
Beyond the shore somewhere past the sea
Don't know what for why do all my dreams extend
Just around the river bend, just around the river bend
Should I choose the smoothest course
Steady as the beating drum? Should I marry Kocoum?
Is all my dreaming at an end?
Or do you still wait for me, dream giver
Just around the river bend?

Songwriters: Alan Menken / Stephen Laurence Schwartz
Just Around the Riverbend lyrics © Walt Disney Music Company